So I'll be on my way home in a bit, not home per say, but Rockford. You get what I mean, LOL. In a way it's kinda sad. I wont be bale to see my baby for quite some time, not sure how its gonna work. It'll be a test for both of us. Kinda scared, not quite sure what'll end up happenin. I think things will be fine though. I'm just gonna miss him a lot. I'll have my friends though, and I've missed them so much, so it will be nice to have them around and close to me again. The only downfall is that I'll be staying with my grandma. I'm not quite sure how thats gonna work. When I'm gonna have to be in and such, they are usually asllep by nine, unless Hoop stays up drinkin. I've never lived with her. It will be.....fun? More like funny, those two are always at eachother's necks. I hate coming to rockford when I've been gone for awhile. Rockford is just so gloomy, but I have missed it. I'm gonna try and get myself on a routine, as much as I hate them, so I can stay on track. I really need a a haircut. Hopefully mother will give me the money for it. I'm sure she will. Wont be too much of a problem. Hopefully I'll have a way out there so I can visit my baby. I know I'm a bit random right now. My mind is jumpin around, got a lot to do before I leave. And I still need to call my grandma and let her know that I'll be there. She said a while back that I would be able to stay with her and my mother said the other day when i talked to her that the offer was still good so now i need to get ahold of her and tell her that i will be there tonight to stay with her. I also need to find a way to put minutes on my telly because they shut it off again. i guess i am under contract with prepay. i need to have seventy dollars a month or they yell at me and turn it off, grr. oh well i think im gonna go now cuz we need to leave in a bit. See all of ya soon!